How I Know

This is #14 (and the last) in a series of posts in which I share some of the things I have experienced because I am a Mormon. In each of these posts, I will give you a basic background and share a small experience. I hope that through the sharing of these small things you can have a glimpse into my experience as a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I will also try to explain principles and doctrines of my faith that bring me so much happiness.

When I first set out on this project, I listed many experiences, but chose only a few to write online. I have only written experiences that I would feel comfortable sharing in Sunday school. I have many sacred experiences that would be trivialized by sharing them on the internet with inadequate words and without my voice and person to help convey my message. I have not been able to come up with a post that adequately expresses what I feel about the Savior. The experiences that have led me to know him best are deeply personal.

I hope that you have not found my posts about Mormonism “cocky” or “self-righteous.” It’s been a difficult project, more difficult than you know. What I have shared has been a big deal…for me.

How I Know

There are hundreds of experiences that have confirmed to me that my religion is true, but my experiences won’t sustain faith in another person. So in this last post I will just tell you the things that help me to maintain my position that this Church is true.

I read the book (present tense): I read the Book of Mormon. I read the Bible. I personally love the Bible best. Thousands of times I have felt that these are the words of God.

I live it. In true experimental fashion, I live what my religion teaches and see if I’m happy. The more closely I align my life to the teachings of Jesus Christ, the happier I am. ALWAYS.

I pray and I receive answers in the Lord’s time. I can tell you that the mode and timing to the answers to my prayers are always meaningful and memorable.

That’s it. I read, I live, I pray. Then I wait upon the Lord, who is so, so generous.

By Small and Simple Means

This #5 in a series of posts in which I share some of the things I have experienced because I am a Mormon. In each of these posts, I will give you a basic background and share a small experience. I hope that through the sharing of these small things you can have a glimpse into my experience as a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I will also try to explain the principles and doctrines of my faith that bring me so much happiness.

Background: For three years I taught early morning seminary to the high school students in my congregation in Austin, Texas. My title was Volunteer in the Church Educational System. We met in our home from 6:00-7:00 a.m. each school day. Seminary students focus on a book of scripture each year of their high school experience. The first year I taught Church History and the Doctrine and Covenants. There were 6 students. The next year I taught the Old Testament, and my last year I taught the New Testament and by this time, my class had grown to 15.

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My class on the last day I taught seminary: I loved them all.

By Small and Simple Means

When I began teaching seminary, my main focus was on content. The lessons had to be memorable and interactive. The kids needed to be immersed in the scriptures. However, I soon discovered that lesson preparation and even love for the students was not enough. I needed help from heaven to be successful.

My education began the night when I received a call from one of my seminary students to say that he had decided to drop out of class after just a few weeks of attendance.

His mother was so sad. I assured them that we wouldn’t forget him and he was always welcome to return and then I said a very sad goodbye.

That night as I wept I realized that this boy was so important to me that this was the first time I had cried this much for someone besides myself.

My heart didn’t remain broken forever. My young and idealistic mind quickly moved to a contingency plan. “He may be gone this year,” I thought, “but he will never wonder if he was missed.”

So began our seminary class mission to remember this boy. We wrote notes to him all year. We prayed regularly for his return. I looked for times to say hello to him at church. One day our class held a special fast and invited his family to participate. Like Esther in the Old Testament, we fasted (went without food and drink for two meals) and prayed for a good outcome for this young man.

There was a continuing conversation with his mother that year about our efforts. She, of course, was doing all she could to help him and our seminary class was only a minor contributor to the mighty prayers that were offered for him that year by his family. She shared with me that one of his favorite scriptures was in the Book of Mormon in Alma 37:6-7, “Now ye may suppose that this is foolishness in me; but behold I say unto you, that by small and simple things are great things brought to pass…and by very small means the Lord doth confound the wise and bringeth about the salvation of many souls.

We trusted in that.

The next school year, the young man returned to seminary. Part of the joy of his return was shared by everyone in the class because we had thought about him more than he knew. Reticent for only one day, he was a born leader and became a dynamic seminary class president as he completed his final years of seminary.

A year after high school graduation, he called me on the day he received his mission call to tell me where he was going to serve for two years. He was excited to preach the gospel. That was one of the best days.

We live to pass on the faith to the next generation. Parents are most important players in this responsibility, but the parents in our Church are assisted by leaders, teachers and advisors who are each called of God and given blessings through the priesthood by the laying on of hands (2 Timothy 1:6) so they might be effective. I have seen the power of God produce miracles in the lives of the youth as they are upheld by supportive parents, leaders, and true friends.

My 18 month project

Hello, friend. Thanks for reading and checking on our family adventures. Some posts I write for myself, others are a history, and sometimes I write with just you (dear reader) in mind. What can I share that will help and lift you? Today I’m writing a religious post.

Sometimes the familiar can become almost invisible. About a year ago I realized that my religious study was not feeding me. The familiar words of scripture weren’t making a difference in my life. I needed something to help me focus.

I decided to journal what I learned about my Father in Heaven as I read The Book of Mormon. At first I kept a notebook at my side, but then I found that notes in the margins of the scriptures kept my mind focused on the words more effectively. I just wrote short statements about Heavenly Father’s interactions with his children based on the stories I was reading. It wasn’t difficult. I just asked myself over and over, “What does this passage tell me about my Heavenly Father?”

I didn’t use my regular set of scriptures. I used an old copy so I wouldn’t worry about taking up too much room in the margins with my notes. I did this for 18 months (I’m a slow study). What I now have is an old copy of the Book of Mormon filled with insights about my Father in Heaven. I learned so much and I am sure I could repeat the project and wonder why I didn’t see more.

I’m not going to make a list of what I learned, but perhaps if you feel that your study of scripture has become a little peripheral this may help you to focus. I found my Father in Heaven in the words and I felt his influence in my life more fully through the exercise. If God is unchanging, these miracles and principles from the Bible and The Book of Mormon should still occur today. As I searched for principles and practices, I found that my life was rich with blessings and my mind was opened to the miracles in my life. It was a simple way to feel the power and love of God.

Here is what a few of my pages look like. Sorry some pictures are blurry. I’m in a hurry today.

 

Sunday Sounds

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How was your Sunday? How was church? Did you make a decision to be better about something? I decided that I need to focus on a topic as I read the scriptures. In my study of the Book of Mormon, I am going to catalog the tender mercies of the Lord, specifically how he imbues his children with power.

How was your Sunday dinner? Ours was nice. We had a salad and some fruit and Rice Krispies squares for dessert.

Did you think about someone far away? I did.

Did you get a nap? I didn’t, but that’s ok.

Are you ready for a new week? I think I am. We still have fresh groceries, clean laundry and sheets, and the school lists are made. We have a birthday in our family this week. Paige turns 14.

Sweet dreams.

-A

General Conference

Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints

I wish to say that I side with Elder Jeffery R. Holland, an Apostle of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, as to the truthfulness of the Book of Mormon. On Judgment Day when the books are opened, I want it recorded that I stand with Joseph Smith. Because the Book of Mormon is true and it has changed my life. I hope all my friends will read it and learn for themselves.

Here are two of my favorite talks from the weekend General Conference of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (each is an ordained Apostle, and special witness of Jesus Christ):

Elder Jeffery R. Holland

President Dieter F. Uchdorf

And some of my favorite music:

O Divine Redeemer

Come, Come Ye Saints

Have I Done Any Good?