{"id":3221,"date":"2011-01-18T20:50:21","date_gmt":"2011-01-19T03:50:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/?p=3221"},"modified":"2011-01-18T21:50:19","modified_gmt":"2011-01-19T04:50:19","slug":"ive-lost-them","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/2011\/01\/ive-lost-them\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;ve lost them"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/DSC_4114.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3222\" src=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/DSC_4114.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"650\" height=\"433\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/DSC_4114.jpg 650w, http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/DSC_4114-300x199.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 650px) 100vw, 650px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I see myself trying to live life in every direction. This gets me in trouble because it makes me a little skatter-brained.<\/p>\n<p>I get so frustrated by my own ignorance, especially when I know I have learned something before and forgotten it. I&#8217;m always reading and writing to try and fight my own ignorance&#8230; or dementia.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Enthalpy or Entropy?&#8221; I asked myself\u00a0 when I opened my messy kitchen drawer this afternoon. By the way, a real science teacher would never have to ask herself this question.<\/p>\n<p>Richard overheard me. (I guess I wasn&#8217;t asking in my head.) With a swagger (the kind you can put together while sitting in a chair,) he effortlessly said, &#8220;Entropy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>If I lost you in the above paragraphs, please don&#8217;t be concerned. Let&#8217;s just pretend it didn&#8217;t happen. I&#8217;m brilliant. I&#8217;m together. And my kitchen drawer is not a mess.<\/p>\n<p>Back to the beginning. You know, about living life in every direction. I feel driven to know more. So much of my life is neglected, but I read books with heft&#8230;whilst teaching, eating, and writing this nonsense on the blog.<\/p>\n<p>Today I misplaced 8 pages of notes I have taken from my reading of the latest smartypants book. I lost the notes in one of the following places:<\/p>\n<p>1. The dentist (45 minutes away)<\/p>\n<p>2. Michael&#8217;s craft store<\/p>\n<p>3. McDonald&#8217;s drive up (My, this is a confession tonight.)<\/p>\n<p>4. Library drop-box<\/p>\n<p>5. Somewhere in the van<\/p>\n<p>I would really like to find the notes in the van, but it isn&#8217;t happening.<\/p>\n<p>It could be dementia. I need to do some more crossword puzzles. Do you know that tonight one of the missionaries we invited over for dinner asked if I had a SON in the MTC? That would make me, well, a little bit older than I actually am. Ok, not much older.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s 8:30. Time to recharge the hearing aids and give the dentures a good soak!<\/p>\n<pre>And whoever sent me a text today giving me a hard time about passwords on my blog,\r\nidentify yourself. Just type my middle name if you know me, silly.\r\nYou should also know that I have only sent a text about 4 times in my life\r\nand it was only because Ray had cancer. Nothing else can impel me to type with my thumbs.<\/pre>\n<pre>Respectfully,<\/pre>\n<pre>-A.R.\r\n<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I see myself trying to live life in every direction. This gets me in trouble because it makes me a little skatter-brained. I get so frustrated by my own ignorance, especially when I know I have learned something before and forgotten it. I&#8217;m always reading and writing to try and fight my own ignorance&#8230; or &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/2011\/01\/ive-lost-them\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I&#8217;ve lost them<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3221","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life-according-to-angela"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3221","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3221"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3221\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3233,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3221\/revisions\/3233"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3221"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3221"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3221"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}