{"id":19827,"date":"2021-03-31T16:07:37","date_gmt":"2021-03-31T22:07:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/?p=19827"},"modified":"2021-03-31T22:20:40","modified_gmt":"2021-04-01T04:20:40","slug":"19827","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/2021\/03\/19827\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/2312021152442.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"480\" src=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/2312021152442.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-19828\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/2312021152442.jpg 640w, http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/2312021152442-300x225.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have been in a fog and suspended by grief most of February and March. On Saturday we were moving through the carwash and for a short time, everything came to a halt. It was like the car was doing a reenactment of our experiences of the month. We were stopped, uncertain of the future, anxious, blind to what was ahead, and unable to do a thing about it. I know I was alive during these past weeks, but I don&#8217;t remember much. Also, when I say I felt grief, along with some sadness, I physically ached. I have had a few better days recently, and my explanation is grace. Some people might give credit to &#8220;time.&#8221; I still say it is grace. Time seems meaningless right now, but God&#8217;s help is tangible.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have been in a fog and suspended by grief most of February and March. On Saturday we were moving through the carwash and for a short time, everything came to a halt. It was like the car was doing a reenactment of our experiences of the month. We were stopped, uncertain of the future, &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/2021\/03\/19827\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[40,36,20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19827","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hope","category-jesus-christ","category-life-according-to-angela"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19827","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19827"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19827\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19834,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19827\/revisions\/19834"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19827"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19827"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19827"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}