{"id":18898,"date":"2020-11-04T21:24:26","date_gmt":"2020-11-05T03:24:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/?p=18898"},"modified":"2020-11-05T07:19:21","modified_gmt":"2020-11-05T13:19:21","slug":"mood","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/2020\/11\/mood\/","title":{"rendered":"Mood."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed-youtube wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-embed-aspect-4-3 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Joni Mitchell - Both Sides, Now [Original Studio Version, 1969]\" width=\"660\" height=\"495\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/Pbn6a0AFfnM?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i get this way as i approach my birthday. It&#8217;s the most dependable melancholy of the year. i take time to own the mistakes and regrets of the year, the missed opportunities, the losses, and gains.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i lost nearly a tenth of myself in weight since my last birthday. Worry started it, then surgery. Being skinny is not all they say it is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i didn&#8217;t write my book, but wrote statements of faith, i think more than a hundred pages of them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i disappoint myself regularly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i have loved being home, and enjoyed so much family time. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i have been more proud than ever of our children during the past 12 months, just unimaginably proud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i learned to do less.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i know God&#8217;s promises to me by heart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i have been lonely, and learned to bear it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">i have looked for wisdom from my angel grandmothers and aunts. Their memory reminds me to make family time the best it can be.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i get this way as i approach my birthday. It&#8217;s the most dependable melancholy of the year. i take time to own the mistakes and regrets of the year, the missed opportunities, the losses, and gains. i lost nearly a tenth of myself in weight since my last birthday. Worry started it, then surgery. Being &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/2020\/11\/mood\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Mood.<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18898","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life-according-to-angela"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18898","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18898"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18898\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18902,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18898\/revisions\/18902"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18898"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18898"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18898"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}