{"id":14652,"date":"2018-03-06T16:57:27","date_gmt":"2018-03-06T23:57:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/?p=14652"},"modified":"2018-03-07T21:03:25","modified_gmt":"2018-03-08T04:03:25","slug":"persona","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/2018\/03\/persona\/","title":{"rendered":"Persona"},"content":{"rendered":"<hr \/>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/IMG_20180306_152448594-e1520379496409.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-14653\" src=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/IMG_20180306_152448594-e1520379496409.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"488\" height=\"650\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I read a book about how to write a memoir, and there was a chapter about creating a persona. The authors contrasted their writing personas with their true personalities. Each was very funny in writing, but admitted that in person, she was more complicated. One even shared she was a bit depressive.<\/p>\n<p>I like to think that the overall positive, thoughtful persona I try to nurture here is my truest self, but maybe it is not.<\/p>\n<p>I am a reclusive, sensitive, intense person who is often exhausted after basic interactions with people. I interrupt Richard and try to finish his thoughts as he is speaking. I can be abrupt and I don&#8217;t like family reunions. I have a terrible sugar habit and hate to exercise. There is a smell in our house that has been here since we moved in and I can&#8217;t stand it. It is endlessly frustrating. I suffer emotionally when one of my family members is sick. I am struggling to find purpose in house work. I wonder if I will ever ice skate again, or make the time to go to a special bookstore. I regret that I don&#8217;t enjoy most vacations. I regret that the collagen and elastin in my skin gave out before I ever had a good tan. I don&#8217;t regret that I wear hats and got braces as an adult. I don&#8217;t regret home schooling. I love the sunlight in the kitchen in the morning and the sound of my violin when I am thinking about something. I sip a mug of warm milk at least once a day. I need to be courageous to be fulfilled. I keep a lot of secrets. I love dill, sourdough bread, and fashion. I wish I had a telephone friend, one who would call me, and I would never have to call her. In exchange, she would never want for a good listener. I wish I had a pen pal. And that is enough of this nonsense.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I read a book about how to write a memoir, and there was a chapter about creating a persona. The authors contrasted their writing personas with their true personalities. Each was very funny in writing, but admitted that in person, she was more complicated. One even shared she was a bit depressive. I like to &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/2018\/03\/persona\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Persona<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14652","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life-according-to-angela","category-motherhood"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14652","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14652"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14652\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14661,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14652\/revisions\/14661"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14652"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14652"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.angelaross.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14652"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}